Bulimia: My Discontinued Story
I don’t want my story to be about bulimia, but to be honest about the present moment, it is. My story has not finished.
The end feels like it approaches as I close my eyes resolved that tomorrow is the beginning of the rest of my life. A life of health and happiness. But then the next day I wake up and I’m hungry.
I eat breakfast, but I refuse to be satisfied. I eat until I cannot eat anymore. Then I throw it up, but I can never throw up everything. And so the cycle starts again.
I know I use food as a way to distract myself from how I am feeling. But how do I stop eating and start healing and feeling?